My bad mistake

There were people I accused badly earlier, but deleted the posts.  I think I have autism (auspergers) or just fear Aynar.  I love Ansela and Aynar very much, and apologize for everything I blew out of proportion.

My picks for Democrat and Republican

My favorite Democrat is Franklin Delenor Rosevelt.  When the USA was in the thrall of the Great Depression, he got the New Deal out.  My favorite Republican was Abraham Lincoln.  He came from humble beginnings.  Probably the worst Democrat we ever had, and are still stuck with is Obama.  The worst Republican was George W. Bush, second worst was Ronald Reagan.  The last thing we need in this country is Obama-nomics.

About my scary pictures

I just like drawing scary pictures and I like horror movies, as well as death metal.  That is how I face my dark specter.  I'm not evil, I just like to look scary.  I also like Halloween.   It is just my twisted sense of humor.

my mother

My mother, Maryann E. Carr (rondinella) gave me fat lips and verbally abused me.

(REM) I lost my religion

This is sad, but glad too.  Though I love deity-forms very much, it is time for me to leave them.  Whether they are male or female, I mean no animosity or disrespect.

my firewall

This is a hack attempt by someone, unknown... IP shifting - Brute force

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My Paranoid delusions

Sometimes I think I am the devil, other times, I think I am God or even Hercules.

My best friends from high school

Mike Ryder and Alex Glazenburg are my two best friends from high school.  We listened to bands like Slayer, Megadeth and Metallica, as well as Kreator and Cannibal Corpse.  We used to joke about demons in school and draw skulls and things frightning on our textbooks.

My stance on monkeywrenching

I neither condone or condemn monkeywrenching (ecotage).  I never read the "Monkeywrencing Fieldguide".  I read the "monkeywrench gang" (a novel) that I found humorous.

New file on my site

USB Modeswitch 1.1.1 in its entirity has been posted on my site in Files and Downloads.  This small program allows 3G mobile broadband modems such as the Cricket Cal Comp A600 to operate on Linux systems, particularly on Ubuntu and Ubuntu based systems.

My latest dream I had

Witches get dreams from the Goddess and God and I had a dream that I was being prosecuted for the "Bad Brains" incident.  Mr. pResident Obama, why the hell are you prosecuting a mental patient.  I am sure you could get an investigation going to verify my mental status.  Listen here, you dirty, rat - I am a schizopherenic and have manic depression.  I have been in and out of mental hospitals since 1992.  I have been to Damasch hospital and EOPC many times.  You do not care about the poor, the mentally ill or even this country.  Tre Arrow can probably run rings around you as a president.

What my high Priestess also taught me

She taught me never to preach or prosteletyze Wicca or Paganism.  I just want to encourage churches and covens to get along, as well as Jews and Muslims

What my high priestess taught me

My high priestess, Ansela, taught me that the Wiccan Rede goes as follows -

"If it harms none, love, and do as you will"

I believe the political activism can be called "tough love", or "fierce love" as Star Hawk puts it in one of her books.

My opinion about the Green Party

The Greens, in my opinion should vote and support the best person they see fit for public office in any country they run in.

My Testimony about Wicca

First of all, I do not like to badmouth people.  I committed a little gossip at an apartment complex, but that is beside my point.  I used to be a Wiccan.  I made mistakes in Wicca due to inexperience and LSD use.  I am by no mean badmouthing Wicca, though I did it to the Heathen Hammer on MySpace.  I insulted his gods, to be exact.  When I was a Wiccan, I nearly hated Christians, and I got back into it for a while, and slipped into my old ways.  I backslid.  I am just getting this closet of sin out in the open.  As far as intentional black magic, I learned how to send demonic spirits with banishing back to where they came from.  Once I sent a demon to attack my high pristess , using a match (no blade or circle involved) When I converted to Christianity about 6 years ago, I started to become a hater of Wiccans and Pagans.  I since learned the hard way.  Now I really care about all religions, and that is why I have been sticking up for muslims.  They, in my opinion, do have a right to practice their belief in this country and build mosques.