explanation

All I have been doing was drinking black coffee, smoking cigarettes (tobacco), and eating meat to heal myself.  I suspect that there are crooked variations of voice to skull weapons, or evil spells cast by some witches that hate me.  There is something called a pentacle or pentagram gurarding my heart.  There is torture going on.  I hope Christians are not resorting to sleep deprivation, or paying ceremonial magicians or evil witches, or even satanists to get me to be quiet.